I heard a nugget of creative wisdom yesterday that made me smile. My coworker said – and I’m paraphrasing – “you’re at your most creative when you’re most exhausted.” She said exhaustion leads to breakthroughs and I wondered how much of that was true for me. Coming upon a breakthrough, or moment of pure and distinct progression, is an exhilarating experience, but I couldn’t think of the last time I had one.

Our retreat ended yesterday with a display of odd talents, jokes, performances and skits. We all laughed and clapped for each other because we recognized that exposing one’s talents is actually really difficult, but fun to watch. My moment on stage came when I stood in front of my coworkers, jammed my finger in my eye and made “that squishy sound I always make.” No one booed, or sat silent. Instead, everyone laughed, moaned in disgust – equivalent to clapping in my book – and cheered. I didn’t hesitate to showcase my freakish gift, which led me to believe I’d arrived at a level of trust with these people.

Then everyone jumped in a freezing pool with their clothes on. I’m not sure of the definitions, but I think that’s a breakthrough for all of us.